I really don't know how to start but I wanted you to see this. And if you are indeed reading this, I want you to know you're a lovely human being and the most beautiful person I have ever seen.
When I found you first, three years ago, I'd never have imagined to fall in love with you that very day. Only 2 or 3 videos down, I subscribed.
Around that time, I was going through a lot. With my grades going up and down, mostly down, people giving up on me, my parents not understanding why I didn't show interest in anything, and the anxiety, I was just broken.
I don't know how, but you helped me become a better person. You are that one person that everyone needs in their life.
I have been joked and kicked about.
There was a time where I would pray to not wake up the next day. But never have I felt this strong, you have made me strong. Stronger even so. From there, you've made me accept my flaws and work on them to make me want to live for a future.
If I were a sad person before, I am half of that now.
You are an inspiration. And there just one thing I really want to do, is to just meet you and tell you how I will be eternally grateful for all that you have done for people like me.
I missed the YouTube fan fest in India both times.
The tickets to your world tour were vanishing right after you announced them and by the time I got around to buy some for myself, they were all sold out.
I cried my eyes out. There is no greater feeling than helplessness, and that's exactly how I felt.
But I can only hope and pray, in the years to come, that I can finally meet you and hug you I like I have always imagined.
I am a Unicorn, I try to remind myself everyday, and it works its charm.
Even now, there are days of gloom, but your videos are enough to make me feel better.
I genuinely appreciate all the efforts you put into all the things you do. And I hope to become at least half the person that you are. I mean every word I have written so far.
Thank you very much, Lilly, from the bottom of my heart and soul.
And I wish you all the very best for the amazing things that you do.
Thank you, again.
Love,
Nuts. :)
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