HELLO!
Excuse my silence. It's been so long!
How are you? I'm doing well, thank you.
Talking, something God forgot to put in my skill-set, and like many other anxious introverts, I have bundles of emotions and thoughts inside of me which I haven't expressed to anyone(in words).
In the past few months I've been feelings a lot of emotions. While I know no one is particularly interested in what I hide, I decided to put down for you a few of my secrets( not deepest, darkest. Saving that for myself) and facts.
Enjoy my current vulnerable state.
1. I've debated starting a blog for years, but only started a few months ago.
2. I don't like where I live. I have a perfect house plan, and how it should look all set out, but we just won't move out!
3. I also want to live alone, or with a friend, which makes the above pointer much easier.
4. I want a car. A small car or a SUV.
5. I'm terrified of Delhi traffic, and when I do venture into the craziness, I will be sweating profusely and can not think of driving alone.
6. I hate people who cheat on tests and assignments. Their confidence makes my angry.
7. I'm extremely competitive with projects or tests. If I don't have the most marks or the best looking assignment, it makes me sad.
8. Procrastination is my friend, we walk hand in hand all day long, which makes the above pointer very hard to achieve.
9. A good day in my life is when I don't have to talk to people and the my phone plays all the good songs.
10. I realized I was a loner when school got over and I spent the months alone until college became a part of my life.
11. When college became a part of my life, I started getting a lot more anxiety attacks and became a professional introvert because I had no one to talk to.
12. I need validation. I make up different scenarios just so I can have it my way.
13. A little attention never hurt, but when its not given, this women likes to think she's worthless.
14. I hate admitting my mistakes. Apologizing is very difficult.
15. I may or may not have ignored very nice and fun friend recently, and now that I think of it, there are few things I know I've done wrong.
16. I may or may not have a huge crush on one of my friends.
17. I have very few friends, which makes guessing the above two very easy.
18. I take french classes, and there is girl who I'm jealous of.
19. Sometimes I think if I ever spoke more and what I feel, I'd have a better time.
20. My stomach can't handle stress, excitement and Domino's 5 Pepper. My stomach remains queasy for a full 24 hours.
21. We always order Domino's 5 Pepper, and hence pizza night is usually a weekend.
22. I want to become a pilot like my father, but my physics is epouvantable.
23. My fashion sense: A tomboy finally noticing the beauty of dresses, but not finding any that look good so returning back to looking like a boy.
24. I like to think I'm funny and sarcastic.
25. Guilty pleasure: beauty related YouTube videos and a good rom-com.
26. I've started to see the pleasure of cooking and baking.
27. I love dogs and I want to both: get a pup and adopt one.
28. I get overly emotional over commercials showing the plight of people. And I can't stand seeing animals hurt.
29. I really want to start working out, but my back hurts and I like to lay in bed. Also I can't run. I forget breathing is something and I have a stamina of koala.
30. I cry for an awful lot of reasons. You can call me a crybaby.
31. I don't understand the concept of humans. Even as a kid, I would believe this was some kind or dream and when I wake up, I may not have a body of a human.
32. I had dream that I and a few of my friends had some sort of super power, and a tiger-like creature was killing people and their life was up to the hands of me and my gang.
33. When I was a kid, I used to faint for no reason. This continued till when I was in 8th grade.
34. To remember something takes a lot of effort I'm not willing to take.
35. I don't understand people who string along bigass words only for blogs. Do you actually use those words in real life?
36. I hate missing out but also don't like being in parties. Small talk in not my forte.
37. I really want to start a YouTube channel, but don't really know what to make videos on.
38. I haven't stayed in touch with any of my school friends, and yet it makes me sad to see some of them spending time together.
39. I had a best friend who moved house and school. She and I grew apart until I couldn't stop thinking she had a better life than I did. I really miss having a best friend.
40. It's been a really long time since I've received a hug from anyone expect my parents.
WOW! Do you know me now?
How do I end this?
Bye, have a nice day, and I'll see you in the next one.
Love, Natasha.
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